..piece of chuzy's lifes..: Oktober 2008

Jumat, Oktober 31, 2008

My Power Level is: 62%

Your Power Level is: 62%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.

Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

You are a somewhat serious person who enjoys studying subjects deeply.

Art of all kinds interests you, and a good piece of art can really effect you emotionally.

You are inspired by human achievement, and you appreciate work that takes years to accomplish.

For you, the finer things in life are not about snobbery - they're about quality.

What Kind of Music Are You?

my Love Element Is Metal

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.

For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.

Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.

You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?

i hav prety gud attitude n.n

Your Attitude is Better than 65% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

i'm on d top of d world \n,n/

Your Mood is a 10

You're feeling on top of the world, and nothing could bring you down.

How Does Your Mood Rate?

leo...

Leo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot

Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious!

You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you

Your negative traits:

You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle

You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it

If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart

Your ideal partner:

Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you

Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together

Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often

Your dating style:

High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur.

Your seduction style:

You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating things

Passionate. You really get into any intimate act.

Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner.

Tips for the future:

Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed.

Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life.

Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog.

Best color to attract mate: Gold

Best day for a date: Sunday

What's Your Love Profile?

pumpkin latte??

You Are a Pumpkin Latte

You are always up for a celebration. You are a very festive person.

You look forward to every holiday, and you are nostalgic for good times after they're over.

You appreciate the small things that make life special. You love little treats.

You often look at the world with childlike wonder. There's so much to enjoy!

What Flavor Latte Are You?

prety cool ^^

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Clementine Aurelius

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

hiehiehie ^^

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.

But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right

You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.

You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

really????

You are Platform Sandals

Funky and urban

You've got a cutting edge style that everyone envies

A little bit downtown, a little bit euro, and whole lot of sexy!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

.... n,n

You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality.

You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex.

You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular.

Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!).

Deep down you are: Dependable and modest

Your partying style: Understated and polite

Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat

What Kind of Wine Are You?

did i????

You Are Diet Coke

You are energy in its purest form. No need to complicate things with sweetness.

And while people may hate your aftertaste, you are seen as a necessary evil.

Your best soda match: 7 Up

Stay away from: Coke

What Kind of Soda Are You?

i'm come from sun n,n

You Are From the Sun

Of all your friends, you're the shining star.

You're dramatic. You love attention and the spotlight.

You're a total entertainer and the life of the party.

Watch out! As a sun, you can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.

Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!

What Planet Are You From?

my funky japz name ^^

Your Funky Japanese Name Is

Seidoziyanoya

What's Your Funky Japanese Name?

i'm having a greed day (for today n,n)

You Are Having a Green Day

You are approaching today with a good deal of balance and awareness.

If you didn't pay attention, today could be like any old day. Nothing too exciting is going on.

But for you, today all about making the most of each moment.

You are seeing the beauty in every situation, and you're keeping your mind open to possibilities.

What Color Day Are You Having?

i'm 90s kid n,n

You Are 60% A Child of the 90s

Ah yes, the 90s! You remember them - and they were totally phat.

Or totally dope. Or totally da bomb.

Are You a Child of an 90s?

my other 1950sname

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1950s Doll

What Retro Girl Are You?

What Your Latte Says About You

You are very decadent in all aspects of your life. You never scale back, and you always live large.

You can be quite silly at times, but you know when to buckle down and be serious.

You have a good deal of energy, but you pace yourself. You never burn out too fast.

You're totally addicted to caffeine... but you like to pretend like you aren't!

You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful.

You are expressive and friendly, but you are never pushy.

What Does Your Latte Say About You?

what my month of b'day says

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.

You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits!

Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion

Your gemstone: Peridot

Your flower: Poppy

Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

hiehiehie :D... i'm still innocent

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.

You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

hiehiehie :D... i'm still innocent

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.

You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

I'M "IT" girl ^^

You Are an “It Girl”

You're outgoing, friendly, and charismatic.

You are aware of your image, and you are constantly improving yourself.

You're definitely the type of girl people love to be around!

Are You An “It Girl”?

Kamis, Oktober 30, 2008

i dunt know what it's mean... hehehehe xp

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself

But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing

You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier

A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

What Your Nose Says About You

You are detail oriented and attentive. You are a perfectionist.

You are reasonable and patient. You don't give into impulses.

You are straightforward and honest. You sometimes offend people without realizing it.

You are objective and logical. You make a good businessperson.

You are helpful and giving. You like cooperating, and you're always willing to lend a hand.

You are a nosey person and a bit of a snoop. You can't help but be curious!

You are pessimistic and cynical. You expect the worst from people.

What Does Your Nose Say About You?

hiehiehie :D.. lucu nech ^^

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 20% Naughty, 80% Nice

You know you've been a super good girl this year

So good, that you may have missed out a little...

Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

d bom has been droped.... +,+

ehmmm....

stlh cukup lama menanti..

akhirnya smuanya jlas sudah...

d bom has been droped...

BOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.....!!!!

now it's officially over... T,T

want to cry...

but i don't know why i should cry...

want to scream...

but i know it's impossible to do that...

want to laugh...

but i have no reason to laugh...

at this time..

i totally feel like an idiot..

i totally feel empty..

i totally feel sad..

i totally feel confused..

i totally feel free..

i totally feel relieved..

i totally don't know what to do..

i totally learn to enjoy my life..

i totally learn to obey to what Lord told me to do..

but one things i know for sure..

that u'll be always in my heart..

that i'll care about u..

that i'll be always pray and hope d best for u..

Let's be a great friend ^^v

i'm yours- by jason mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to get you but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

We're just one big family

And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear

And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and laughed

I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm your's

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours

Please don't, please don't, please don't

There's no need to complicate

Cause our time is short

This this this is out fate, I'm yours!

Rabu, Oktober 29, 2008

penggalan kisah kasih dari masa lalu ^^

beberapa minggu t'akhir ini...,

merupakan minggu t'berat dalam hidup q...

setelah hampir satu setengah tahun menanti....

akhirnya patah juga hati ini....

rasanya ingin sekali q b'teriak dengan suara nyaring....

tapi apa daya ku !?

sejak p'tama yg bisa q p'buat...

hanya mengagumi dirinya dari jauh...

tapi kini...

semua sudah b'akhir....

kala jumpa dengannya, ingin rasanya berteriak marah sambil menangis sembari bertanya:

"kenapa ?

kenapa kau membuat q jatuh cinta padamu ?

kenapa ?

tau kah kau diluar sana ada banyak, ya, banyak org yg tlh kau buat menangis ?

kau buat mereka t'senyum padamu....,

padahal dalam hatinya mereka menangis....,

kau buat kami, ya, mereka b'kata "everythings is ok!!"

padahal dalam hatinya mereka b'kata "nothings is ever ok, when it's about you!!!!"

kau buat mereka b'bohong pada diri mereka sendiri 'n orang lain....

hatinya menangis....,

hatinya perih...,

t'iris perlahan tapi pasti...,

begitu dalam...,

begitu sakit...,

begitu membekas...."

ingin rasa bisa menghapusmu dari ingatan q....

tapi apa daya q...????!!!

menolak takdir sang Kuasa....

t'senyum kala hati menjerit 'n menangis....

siapa kamu ????!!!!!

aku bahkan tak kenal lagi siapa aku....

betapa bodohnya aku....

mengharap suatu yang tak pasti....

tolong aku!!!!!!

bebaskan aku dari derita ini....

sungguh aku tak tahan....

..untitle..

ketika...

q rasakan sudah, ada ruang dihati q yg kau sentuh

dan ketika...,

q sadari sudah tak selalu indah cinta yg ada

mungkin memang q yg harus mengerti...

bila ku bukan yg ingin kau miliki...

salah kah q bila, kau yg ada di hati q ?

adakah q singgah dihatimu ?

mungkin kah kau rindukan ada q ?

adakah q sedikit dihatimu...?

bila kah q mengganggumu harimu ?

mungkinkah kau inginkan ada q

akan kah q sedikit di hatimu

bila memang q yg harus mengerti mengapa cintamu tak dapat q miliki

salah kah q...

bila kau lah yg ada di hati q...

kau lah yg ada dihati q...

bila cinta qt takkan t'cipta,

q hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti, adakah diri q

ohh..

singgah dihati q

dan bilakah kau tau

kau yg ada dihati q...

adakah q dihatimu...?

maliq, untitled

cinta menurut q ^^v (lagie2 sebuah post lama yg d re-post ^^)

cinta...

apa itu cinta? tak sedikit pun q pahami yang namanya cinta... kenapa harus ada cinta di dunia ini...? mengapa orang harus jatuh cinta...? mengapa ketika cinta itu akan mulai tumbuh, badai dan topan datang menghadang, menghancurkan setiap benih cinta yang mulai tumbuh itu...? mengapa orang harus patah hati...? mengapa orang harus menangis karena cinta...? mengapa orang saling menyakiti karena cinta...? mengapa...? mengapa tercipta cinta dalam hidup ini...? mengapa, mengapa tak sedetik pun q dapat jawaban buat semua pertanyaan ini...?

tak pernah q pahami... tak pernah q mengerti... apa maksud dibalik semua ini...

tapi satu yang pasti dan q yakini... cinta adalah ANUGERAH dari sang PENCIPTA untuk sekalian umatnya... satu hal yang q yakini... ada hal - hal dalam dunia ini, yang "diatur" untuk tidak qt pahami oleh sang PENCIPTA...

karena...,

ada saatnya qt untuk tau..., ada saatnya untuk qt tak tau..., ada saatnya qt untuk paham..., ada saatnya qt untuk tak paham..., ada saatnya qt untuk menguasai..., ada saatnya qt untuk tak menguasai...

semua itu adalah MISTERI ILLAHiI...

rahasia terbesar dalam hidup ini...

taw kah kaw..????

Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
> kelihatan begitu tegar hatinya
> adalah orang yang sangat lemah
> dan butuh pertolongan?
>
> Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
> menghabiskan waktunya untuk
> melindungi orang lain
> justru adalah orang yang sangat butuh
> seseorang untuk melindunginya?
>
> Tahukah Anda kalau tiga hal
> yang paling sulit untuk diungkapkan
> adalah,,,,
> 'Aku cinta kamu'
> 'Maaf'
> dan 'Tolong aku' ??!
>
> Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
> suka berpakaian warna merah
> lebih yakin kepada dirinya sendiri?
>
> Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
> suka berpakaian kuning adalah
> orang yang menikmati kecantikannya sendiri?
>
> Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
> suka berpakaian hitam adalah
> orang yang tidak ingin diperhatikan
> tetapi sangat butuh bantuan & pengertian
> anda?
>
> Tahukah Anda
> apabila Anda menolong seseorang,
> pertolongan tersebut akan
> dikembalikan dua kali lipat?
>
> Tahukah Anda bahwa lebih mudah
> mengatakan perasaan Anda
> dalam tulisan dibandingkan
> mengatakan kepada
> seseorang secara langsung?
>
> Tapi tahukah Anda
> bahwa hal tersebut akan lebih bernilai saat Anda
> mengatakannya secara langsung
> di hadapan orang tersebut?
>
> Tahukah Anda apabila Anda memohon
> sesuatu dengan keyakinan,
> keinginan tersebut pasti akan dikabulkan?
>
> Tahukah Anda bahwa Anda bisa
> mewujudkan impian Anda,
> seperti jatuh cinta, menjadi kaya dan selalu
sehat,
> jika memintanya dengan keyakinan?
>
> Jika Anda benar-benar tahu,
> anda akan terkejut dengan apa
> yang bisa Anda lakukan,,,
>
> Tapi jangan percaya semua yang saya katakan
> sebelum Anda mencobanya sendiri,,,
>
> Jika Anda tahu seseorang
> yang benar-benar butuh sesuatu
> yang saya sebutkan di atas,
> dan Anda tahu Anda bisa menolongnya,
> Anda akan melihat bahwa pertolongan tersebut
> akan dikembalikan dua kali lipat,,,
>
> Hari ini,,,
> Bola PERSAHABATAN
> ada dilapangan Anda,,,
> Kirim ini kepada orang yang benar-benar sahabat
> anda!!!
> (termasuk saya jika saya juga sahabat Anda)
>
> Juga,,,
> Jangan merasa kecewa
> apabila tidak ada seseorang yang
> mengirimkannya kembali kepada Anda,,,
>
> Setidaknya,,,
> Anda mengetahui bahwa Anda
> tetap menjaga bola PERSAHABATAN ini
> untuk orang lain,,,

> [ it's not about how many,,,it's about u do care 4
> 'em ]

arti cinta buat seorang chuzy...

arrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........!!!!!!!!!

ku ingin berteriak :

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....!!!!!

kenapa ku ingin berteriak ?!?!?!?!

aku pun tak tau....

kenapa ku tak tau ??????

karena ku tak paham akan rasa hati ini...

kenapa ku tak paham ?!?!?!?!?!?

karena ada hal di dunia ini yang tak bisa ku jelas kan......

kenapa tak bisa ku jelaskan ?????????

karena hal itu adalah hal di luar logika dan akal sehat manusia....

kenapa bisa berada di luar logika dan akal sehat manusia ?!?!?!?!?!

karena itu lah cinta....

cinta....

sebuah kata yang sederhana, yang hanya terdiri dari 5 huruf yang mengandung seribu makna....

sebuah kata yang kadang begitu mudah diucapkan, tanpa tau konsekuensi dibaliknya....

sebuah kata yang begitu berarti buat anak manusia....

lebih dari itu, cinta adalah perasaan terdalam dan terindah Anugerah Sang Kuasa...

cinta....

begitu kuat kuasanya....

begitu kentara akibatnya...

begitu dalam maknanya....

begitu indah....

cinta adalah sebuah kata....

yang bisa membuatmu tersenyum sendiri...

yang bisa membuatmu merasa berdebar - debar...

yang bisa membuatmu merasa gelisah, tak menentu...

yang mewarnai hidupmu....

yang membuatmu bersemangat dalam menapaki hari - hari dalam hidupmu...

yang membuatmu melakukan hal - hal gila untuknya....

tapi, cinta juga bisa....

membuatmu menangis...

membuat hatimu perih seperti teriris pisau...

membuatmu menjadi orang yang posesif

membuat hari - hari dalam hidupmu terasa begitu kelam dan hampa...

membuatmu seperti hampir gila...

tapi itulah cinta teman - teman....

apapun yang kau rasakan tentang cinta, itu adalah anugrah Allah... sekarang semuanya tergantung padamu... apakah kau mau tuk menerimanya atau tidak.... tak selamanya cinta kan jadi milikmu... kadang, kau bisa memilikinya... namuna ketika kau hanya bisa melihatnya dari jauh..., belajarlah tuk menerima hal itu... mungkin itu yang terbaik untuknya... ketika cinta itu sudah tak layak lagi tuk dipertahankan, lebih baik kau merelakannya.... daripada kau mempertahankannya, namun kau membuatnya (dan tentunya dirimu sendiri) terluka lebih dalam... tapi selama cinta itu layak tuk dipertahankan, genggam erah cinta itu dalam hati mu.... hargai setiap detik dalam hidupmu dengan cinta yang tulus... karena kau tak pernah tau apa yang kan terjadi padamu setelah detik ini... kadang kau tak dapat melihat cinta yang ada di depan matamu... tapi percaya lah, kalau itu cinta sejatimu... ia tak kan pergi jauh...

teman, aku gak tau bagaimana pandanganmu tentang cinta... tapi satu hal yang aku ingin kau juga percaya, kalo cinta itu indah karena cinta itu anugrah terindah yang Tuhan kasi buat hidup kita... so, buatk kalian yang lagi bercinta - cintaan (jangan ngeres dulu ;[ !!!! hehehehe =p), jaga cinta kalian dengan ketulusan hati... dan terima cinta itu apa adanya... jangan pernah memaksakan cinta... karena cinta itu seperti pasir pantai... semakin erat kau mengepalkan tanganmu, semakin sedikit pasir yang kau dapat... tapi semakin kau merenggangkan kepalan tanganmu, semakin banyak pasir yang kau dapat... begitu juga dengan cinta... semakin kau menggenggam erat, semakin kau kehilangannya... semakin kau percaya dan merenggangkan kepalanmu, semakin banyak cinta yang kau dapat...

so, jaga cinta yang ada padamu dengan faith dan hati yang tulus....

OK .... ^_-v

semoga cinta selalu melingkupimu...

seberkas sinar... (sebuah post lama yg d re-post ^^v)

kala ku sendiri dalam kegelapan malam...

ku lihat seberkas sinar... begitu kecil, namun penuh kehangatan dan harapan...

aku melangkan mendekati sinar itu...

namun..

belum juga ku menjangkaunya,

perlahan namun pasti cahayanya memudar dan akhirnya padam...

aku pun mulai panik...

baru saja muncul seberkas harapan, namun....

secepat kemunculannya, secepat itu juga ia menghilang...

aku bertanya dalam hati q, apa salah ku?

mengapa ia muncul?

mengapa ia memberi harapan lalu hilang begitu saja?

ku palingkan wajah ku...

ya... disana...

ku melihat cahaya itu lagi...

masih sama seperti yang dulu...

penuh kehangatan dan harapan....

namun ketika ku mendekat...

kulihat sesosok badan mengambil dan membawanya pergi...

entah kemana...

sekali lagi, kegelapan melingkupiku...

jantungku mulai berdetak lebih kencang...

dug dug dug...

bertambah kencang setiap detiknya...

nafas ku pun mulai sesak...

air mata mulai menggenang di kelopak mataku...

kepalaku mulai menunduk...

bulir - bulir air mata yang begitu dingin mulai kurasa membasahi pipiku..

terus mengalir ke daguku...

lalu jatuh di tapak tanganku...

perasaanku semakin tak menentu..

aku pun berkata pada diriku sendiri,

"Jangan menangis !!!

kamu gak boleh nangis!!!

buat apa kamu nangis????

itu gak nyelesaiin masalah...!!!"

maka ku tegakkan kembali kepalaku...

aku pun berteriak...