i'm approachable

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you. You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone. While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable. Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

Are You Approachable?

d meaning behind my name

What Suzanasamelinahermanus Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

d meaning behind my name

What Suzanasamelinahermanus Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

somewhere i belong...!!!!

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone] I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I wanna heal
I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

welcome presiden barack hussein obama

praise d Lord..!!

'coz now he's officially mr PRESIDENT BARACK HUSSEIN OBAMA...

amien..!!!

hehehe :p

yeahhh..!!!! SO WHAT????

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

Na Na Na Na Na Na

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband

I don't know where he went

So i'm gonna drink my money

I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)

I got a brand new attitude

And i'm gonna wear it tonight

I wanna get in trouble

I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

I wanna start a fight

So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rockstar

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just checked my table

And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!

I guess i'll go sit with Tom boy

At least he'll know how to hit

What if this song's on the radio

Then somebody's gonna die

I'm gonna get in trouble

My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

He's gonna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

We're all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

You weren't fair

You never were

You weren't all

But thats not fair

I gave you life

I gave my all

You weren't there

You let me fall

So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done (we're done)

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine)

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

No No, No No

I Don't want you tonight

You weren't fair

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool 

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

Ba da da da da da

...aku capek...

aq dah g bisa bilang apa2 lagi...
cuma bisa bilang

aq capek...

aq capek terus-terusan berdiam diri...
aq capek terus-terusan menahan diri...
aq capek terus-terusan mencoba untuk tidak melawan...
aq capek terus-terusan mendengar ocehan-ocehan yang g masuk akal...
aq capek terus-terusan g d kasi kesempatan untuk mengambil keputusan sendiri...
aq capek terus-terusan harus menerima smua ocehan dan kata-kata itu-itu terus...
aq capek terus-terusan d perlakukan kaya anak kecil...
aq capek terus-terusan hanya menangis seorang diri...
aq capek terus-terusan g d anggep dewasa-desawa...
aq capek terus-terusan d judge dg g adil...
aq capek terus-terusan g d percaya...

seumur hidup slalu d ajari berbagaimacam aturan, ajaran dan moral agama...
seumur hidup slalu d sodori berbagaimacam kegiatan rohani...
seumur hidup slalu d brikan berbagaimacam TELADAN keagamaan...

tapi...

ketika d perhadapkan dengan satu kondisi yang tak sesuai dengan kamauannya...

SGALANYA AKAN MENJADI JELEK DAN BUSUK D HADAPANNYA...

tak bisa ku pahami...
tak bisa ku mengerti...
tak bisa ku terima...

hingga lelah batin ini...
hingga sesak dada ini...
hingga geram hati ini...

tapi...

tak pernah sekali pun....!!!!
aq bisa d dengarkan tanpa ada sanggahan...
aq bisa mengungkapkan yang ada d dalam hati...
aq bisa menyatakan apa yg ada dalam pikiran ku tanpa judgement yg d lemparkan kembali padaku...
aq bisa berbicara dari hati ke hati dengan tenang...
aq bisa d pahami dengan benar...

TIDAK PERNAH SEKALI PUN...!!!

sungguh lelah rasanya hati ini...
sungguh sesak rasanya dada ini...
sungguh lelah rasanya pikiran ini...

sungguh...

aq tak taw mesti berkata apa lagi...
aq tak taw mesti berbuat apa lagi...
aq tak taw mesti...

LELAH...

BINGUNG...

benar-benar tak tau harus bagaimana lagi...

seumur hidup slalu berusaha melakukan yang terbaik...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha memberikan yang terbaik...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha menjadi pribadi yg sempurna...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha menjadi seperti yang kau mau...
seumur hidup slalu menjadi seideal mungkin seperti yang inginkan...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha mendengarkan kata-katamu...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha hidup BENAR sperti maumu...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha menyenangkan hatimu...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha mengikuti apa katamu...

tapi...

pernahkah kau menerima ku apa adanya???
pernahkah kau memahami ku??? BENAR-BENAR memahamiku???
pernahkah kau menerima jalan pikiranku???
pernahkan kau benar-benar mendengarkan kata-kata ku tanpa sanggahan?? tanpa bantahan?? tanpa judgement???
pernahkah kau benar-benar mencoba melihat kondisi ku dari sudut pandang ku???
pernahkah kau benar-benar menerima argumenku tanpa perlawanan dan memahami maksud dari setiap perkataanku??
pernahkan kau benar-benar mengerti aq???

sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua ini...
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua perlakuanmu pada ku seakan-akan aq ini anak kecil yang tidak bertanggung jawab dan tidak dewasa...
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua prasangka-mu pada ku.. pada teman-teman ku.. pada sahabat ku..
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua pikiran-pikiranmu terhadap setiap pilihan dan keputusan ku...
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah...

kemana semua ilmu yg kau dapat????
kemana semua ajaran yg kau ajarkan padaku???
kemana semua teladan yg kau berikan padaku???

kenapa????
kenapa????
KENAPA????

sungguh aq tak paham...

tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar terluka??
tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar hancur??
tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar kecewa??
tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar sakit??

sungguh aq tak paham...

aq mengerti SETIAP kekhawatiranmu...
aq mengerti SETIAP harapamu pada ku...
aq PAHAM...
aq MENGERTI...

hanya saja aq tak mengerti apa lagi yang kau inginkan dari ku???
mengapa sampai detik ini masih saja kau memperlakukan ku...
seperti anak bayi????
seperti orang yang TOLOL????
seperti orang yang IDIOT????
seperti orang yang TAK BERPENDIDIKAN????
seperti seorang PENDOSA????

mengapa???

sampai KAPAN????

sampai kapan semua ini akan terus terjadi????

sungguh aq benar-benar lelah...
hanya bisa menyimpan semua ini seorang diri...

sungguh aq benar-benar lelah...
harus terus berakting d depan orang lain....
seolah-olah TIDAK TERJADI APA-APA...

sungguh aq lelah...
terus BERBOHONG pada ORANG-ORANG d luar rumah...
terus BERBOHONG pada ORANG-ORANG d dalam rumah...
terus BERBOHONG pada TEMAN-TEMAN ku...
terus BERBOHONG pada SAHABAT-SAHABAT ku...
terus BERBOHONG pada SODARA-SODARA ku...
terus BERBOHONG pada DIRI SENDIRI...
terus BERBOHONG d hadapan MU demi MENYENANGKAN HATI MU...
terus BERBOHONG pada TUHAN...

sungguh...
tak bisa kah kita berbicara dari hati ke hati???
tak bisa kah kita saling jujur dari hati terdalam???
tak bisa kah kita saling memahami satu dengan yang lainnya dengan tulus???
tak bisa kah kita saling menerma satu dengan yang lainnya apa adanya???
tak bisa kah kita saling PERCAYA???

sungguh...
AQ SANGAT....
AMAT SANGAT...
TERLALU SAYANG KAMU...

sungguh...
tiap kali aq berusaha memahamimu...

tapi...
tetap saja aq tak paham...

TOLONG...!!!
BANTU AQ...
BANTU AQ MEMAHAMI MU...

TOLONG...!!!
TRIMA AQ...
TRIMA AQ APA ADANYA...

TOLONG...!!!
BANTU AQ...
BANTU AQ MENGERTI JALAN PIKIRAN DAN SETIAP KEKHAWATIRANMU...

TOLONG...!!!
PERCAYA AQ...
BENAR-BENAR PERCAYA AQ DARI HATI PALING DALAM...

karena...
aq hanya takut...

takut...
kalau-kalau suatu hari nanti...
tanpa kau sadari...
kau mungkin melukai hatiku...
sangat...
amat sangat...
bahkan terlalu dalam...
terlalu dalam dan perih...

aq hanya takut...

takut kalau-kalau hari itu tiba...
aq mungkin akan sulit untuk memaafkan mu...
aq mungkin akan sulit untuk menerima mu...
aq mungkin tidak akan bisa memahami mu lagi...

sungguh...
tak bisakah kita akhiri semua ini???

TUHAN...
tolong aq...
aq lelah TUHAN...


kedalam tangan-MU
ku serahkan hidupku...
ku serahkan hatiku...
ku serahkan nyawaku...

My Power Level is: 62%

Your Power Level is: 62%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

I'm Are Classical Music

You Are Classical Music

You are a somewhat serious person who enjoys studying subjects deeply. Art of all kinds interests you, and a good piece of art can really effect you emotionally. You are inspired by human achievement, and you appreciate work that takes years to accomplish. For you, the finer things in life are not about snobbery - they're about quality.

What Kind of Music Are You?

my Love Element Is Metal

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?

i hav prety gud attitude n.n

Your Attitude is Better than 65% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

i'm on d top of d world \n,n/

Your Mood is a 10

You're feeling on top of the world, and nothing could bring you down.

How Does Your Mood Rate?

leo...

Leo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious! You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you Your negative traits: You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart Your ideal partner: Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often Your dating style: High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur. Your seduction style: You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating things Passionate. You really get into any intimate act. Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner. Tips for the future: Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed. Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life. Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog. Best color to attract mate: Gold Best day for a date: Sunday

What's Your Love Profile?

pumpkin latte??

You Are a Pumpkin Latte

You are always up for a celebration. You are a very festive person. You look forward to every holiday, and you are nostalgic for good times after they're over. You appreciate the small things that make life special. You love little treats. You often look at the world with childlike wonder. There's so much to enjoy!

What Flavor Latte Are You?

prety cool ^^

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Clementine Aurelius

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

hiehiehie ^^

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

really????

You are Platform Sandals

Funky and urban You've got a cutting edge style that everyone envies A little bit downtown, a little bit euro, and whole lot of sexy!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

.... n,n

You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality. You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex. You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular. Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!). Deep down you are: Dependable and modest Your partying style: Understated and polite Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat

What Kind of Wine Are You?

did i????

You Are Diet Coke

You are energy in its purest form. No need to complicate things with sweetness. And while people may hate your aftertaste, you are seen as a necessary evil. Your best soda match: 7 Up Stay away from: Coke

What Kind of Soda Are You?

i'm come from sun n,n

You Are From the Sun

Of all your friends, you're the shining star. You're dramatic. You love attention and the spotlight. You're a total entertainer and the life of the party. Watch out! As a sun, you can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty. Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!

What Planet Are You From?

my funky japz name ^^

Your Funky Japanese Name Is

Seidoziyanoya

What's Your Funky Japanese Name?

i'm having a greed day (for today n,n)

You Are Having a Green Day

You are approaching today with a good deal of balance and awareness. If you didn't pay attention, today could be like any old day. Nothing too exciting is going on. But for you, today all about making the most of each moment. You are seeing the beauty in every situation, and you're keeping your mind open to possibilities.

What Color Day Are You Having?

i'm 90s kid n,n

You Are 60% A Child of the 90s

Ah yes, the 90s! You remember them - and they were totally phat. Or totally dope. Or totally da bomb.

Are You a Child of an 90s?

my other 1950sname

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1950s Doll

What Retro Girl Are You?

What Your Latte Says About You

You are very decadent in all aspects of your life. You never scale back, and you always live large. You can be quite silly at times, but you know when to buckle down and be serious. You have a good deal of energy, but you pace yourself. You never burn out too fast. You're totally addicted to caffeine... but you like to pretend like you aren't! You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful. You are expressive and friendly, but you are never pushy.

What Does Your Latte Say About You?

what my month of b'day says

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful. You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits! Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion Your gemstone: Peridot Your flower: Poppy Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

hiehiehie :D... i'm still innocent

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

hiehiehie :D... i'm still innocent

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

I'M "IT" girl ^^

You Are an “It Girl”

You're outgoing, friendly, and charismatic. You are aware of your image, and you are constantly improving yourself. You're definitely the type of girl people love to be around!

Are You An “It Girl”?

i dunt know what it's mean... hehehehe xp

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

What Your Nose Says About You

You are detail oriented and attentive. You are a perfectionist. You are reasonable and patient. You don't give into impulses. You are straightforward and honest. You sometimes offend people without realizing it. You are objective and logical. You make a good businessperson. You are helpful and giving. You like cooperating, and you're always willing to lend a hand. You are a nosey person and a bit of a snoop. You can't help but be curious! You are pessimistic and cynical. You expect the worst from people.

What Does Your Nose Say About You?

hiehiehie :D.. lucu nech ^^

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 20% Naughty, 80% Nice You know you've been a super good girl this year So good, that you may have missed out a little... Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

d bom has been droped.... +,+

ehmmm....

stlh cukup lama menanti..

akhirnya smuanya jlas sudah... 

d bom has been droped...

BOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.....!!!!

now it's officially over... T,T

want to cry...

but i don't know why i should cry...

want to scream...

but i know it's impossible to do that...

want to laugh...

but i have no reason to laugh...

at this time..

i totally feel like an idiot..

i totally feel empty..

i totally feel sad..

i totally feel confused..

i totally feel free..

i totally feel relieved..

i totally don't know what to do..

i totally learn to enjoy my life..

i totally learn to obey to what Lord told me to do..

but one things i know for sure..

that u'll be always in my heart..

that i'll care about u..

that i'll be always pray and hope d best for u..

Let's be a great friend ^^v

i'm yours- by jason mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to get you but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

We're just one big family

And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more 

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate 

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear

And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and laughed

I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more 

It cannot wait I'm your's

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours

Please don't, please don't, please don't

There's no need to complicate

Cause our time is short

This this this is out fate, I'm yours!

penggalan kisah kasih dari masa lalu ^^

beberapa minggu t'akhir ini...,

merupakan minggu t'berat dalam hidup q...

setelah hampir satu setengah tahun menanti....

akhirnya patah juga hati ini....

rasanya ingin sekali q b'teriak dengan suara nyaring....

tapi apa daya ku !?

sejak p'tama yg bisa q p'buat...

hanya mengagumi dirinya dari jauh...

tapi kini...

semua sudah b'akhir....

kala jumpa dengannya, ingin rasanya berteriak marah sambil menangis sembari bertanya:

"kenapa ?

kenapa kau membuat q jatuh cinta padamu ?

kenapa ?

tau kah kau diluar sana ada banyak, ya, banyak org yg tlh kau buat menangis ?

kau buat mereka t'senyum padamu....,

padahal dalam hatinya mereka menangis....,

kau buat kami, ya, mereka b'kata "everythings is ok!!"

padahal dalam hatinya mereka b'kata "nothings is ever ok, when it's about you!!!!"

kau buat mereka b'bohong pada diri mereka sendiri 'n orang lain....

hatinya menangis....,

hatinya perih...,

t'iris perlahan tapi pasti...,

begitu dalam...,

begitu sakit...,

begitu membekas...."

ingin rasa bisa menghapusmu dari ingatan q....

tapi apa daya q...????!!!

menolak takdir sang Kuasa....

t'senyum kala hati menjerit 'n menangis....

siapa kamu ????!!!!!

aku bahkan tak kenal lagi siapa aku....

betapa bodohnya aku....

mengharap suatu yang tak pasti....

tolong aku!!!!!!

tolong aku!!!!!!

tolong aku!!!!!!

bebaskan aku dari derita ini....

sungguh aku tak tahan....

sungguh aku tak tahan....

sungguh aku tak tahan....