i'm approachable

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you. You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone. While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable. Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

Are You Approachable?

d meaning behind my name

What Suzanasamelinahermanus Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

d meaning behind my name

What Suzanasamelinahermanus Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

somewhere i belong...!!!!

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone] I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I wanna heal
I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

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yeahhh..!!!! SO WHAT????

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

Na Na Na Na Na Na

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband

I don't know where he went

So i'm gonna drink my money

I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)

I got a brand new attitude

And i'm gonna wear it tonight

I wanna get in trouble

I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

I wanna start a fight

So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rockstar

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just checked my table

And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!

I guess i'll go sit with Tom boy

At least he'll know how to hit

What if this song's on the radio

Then somebody's gonna die

I'm gonna get in trouble

My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

He's gonna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 

We're all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

You weren't fair

You never were

You weren't all

But thats not fair

I gave you life

I gave my all

You weren't there

You let me fall

So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done (we're done)

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine)

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

No No, No No

I Don't want you tonight

You weren't fair

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool 

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight

Ba da da da da da

...aku capek...

aq dah g bisa bilang apa2 lagi...
cuma bisa bilang

aq capek...

aq capek terus-terusan berdiam diri...
aq capek terus-terusan menahan diri...
aq capek terus-terusan mencoba untuk tidak melawan...
aq capek terus-terusan mendengar ocehan-ocehan yang g masuk akal...
aq capek terus-terusan g d kasi kesempatan untuk mengambil keputusan sendiri...
aq capek terus-terusan harus menerima smua ocehan dan kata-kata itu-itu terus...
aq capek terus-terusan d perlakukan kaya anak kecil...
aq capek terus-terusan hanya menangis seorang diri...
aq capek terus-terusan g d anggep dewasa-desawa...
aq capek terus-terusan d judge dg g adil...
aq capek terus-terusan g d percaya...

seumur hidup slalu d ajari berbagaimacam aturan, ajaran dan moral agama...
seumur hidup slalu d sodori berbagaimacam kegiatan rohani...
seumur hidup slalu d brikan berbagaimacam TELADAN keagamaan...

tapi...

ketika d perhadapkan dengan satu kondisi yang tak sesuai dengan kamauannya...

SGALANYA AKAN MENJADI JELEK DAN BUSUK D HADAPANNYA...

tak bisa ku pahami...
tak bisa ku mengerti...
tak bisa ku terima...

hingga lelah batin ini...
hingga sesak dada ini...
hingga geram hati ini...

tapi...

tak pernah sekali pun....!!!!
aq bisa d dengarkan tanpa ada sanggahan...
aq bisa mengungkapkan yang ada d dalam hati...
aq bisa menyatakan apa yg ada dalam pikiran ku tanpa judgement yg d lemparkan kembali padaku...
aq bisa berbicara dari hati ke hati dengan tenang...
aq bisa d pahami dengan benar...

TIDAK PERNAH SEKALI PUN...!!!

sungguh lelah rasanya hati ini...
sungguh sesak rasanya dada ini...
sungguh lelah rasanya pikiran ini...

sungguh...

aq tak taw mesti berkata apa lagi...
aq tak taw mesti berbuat apa lagi...
aq tak taw mesti...

LELAH...

BINGUNG...

benar-benar tak tau harus bagaimana lagi...

seumur hidup slalu berusaha melakukan yang terbaik...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha memberikan yang terbaik...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha menjadi pribadi yg sempurna...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha menjadi seperti yang kau mau...
seumur hidup slalu menjadi seideal mungkin seperti yang inginkan...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha mendengarkan kata-katamu...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha hidup BENAR sperti maumu...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha menyenangkan hatimu...
seumur hidup slalu berusaha mengikuti apa katamu...

tapi...

pernahkah kau menerima ku apa adanya???
pernahkah kau memahami ku??? BENAR-BENAR memahamiku???
pernahkah kau menerima jalan pikiranku???
pernahkan kau benar-benar mendengarkan kata-kata ku tanpa sanggahan?? tanpa bantahan?? tanpa judgement???
pernahkah kau benar-benar mencoba melihat kondisi ku dari sudut pandang ku???
pernahkah kau benar-benar menerima argumenku tanpa perlawanan dan memahami maksud dari setiap perkataanku??
pernahkan kau benar-benar mengerti aq???

sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua ini...
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua perlakuanmu pada ku seakan-akan aq ini anak kecil yang tidak bertanggung jawab dan tidak dewasa...
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua prasangka-mu pada ku.. pada teman-teman ku.. pada sahabat ku..
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah dengan semua pikiran-pikiranmu terhadap setiap pilihan dan keputusan ku...
sungguh aq benar-benar lelah...

kemana semua ilmu yg kau dapat????
kemana semua ajaran yg kau ajarkan padaku???
kemana semua teladan yg kau berikan padaku???

kenapa????
kenapa????
KENAPA????

sungguh aq tak paham...

tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar terluka??
tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar hancur??
tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar kecewa??
tau kah kau saat ini hatiku benar-benar sakit??

sungguh aq tak paham...

aq mengerti SETIAP kekhawatiranmu...
aq mengerti SETIAP harapamu pada ku...
aq PAHAM...
aq MENGERTI...

hanya saja aq tak mengerti apa lagi yang kau inginkan dari ku???
mengapa sampai detik ini masih saja kau memperlakukan ku...
seperti anak bayi????
seperti orang yang TOLOL????
seperti orang yang IDIOT????
seperti orang yang TAK BERPENDIDIKAN????
seperti seorang PENDOSA????

mengapa???

sampai KAPAN????

sampai kapan semua ini akan terus terjadi????

sungguh aq benar-benar lelah...
hanya bisa menyimpan semua ini seorang diri...

sungguh aq benar-benar lelah...
harus terus berakting d depan orang lain....
seolah-olah TIDAK TERJADI APA-APA...

sungguh aq lelah...
terus BERBOHONG pada ORANG-ORANG d luar rumah...
terus BERBOHONG pada ORANG-ORANG d dalam rumah...
terus BERBOHONG pada TEMAN-TEMAN ku...
terus BERBOHONG pada SAHABAT-SAHABAT ku...
terus BERBOHONG pada SODARA-SODARA ku...
terus BERBOHONG pada DIRI SENDIRI...
terus BERBOHONG d hadapan MU demi MENYENANGKAN HATI MU...
terus BERBOHONG pada TUHAN...

sungguh...
tak bisa kah kita berbicara dari hati ke hati???
tak bisa kah kita saling jujur dari hati terdalam???
tak bisa kah kita saling memahami satu dengan yang lainnya dengan tulus???
tak bisa kah kita saling menerma satu dengan yang lainnya apa adanya???
tak bisa kah kita saling PERCAYA???

sungguh...
AQ SANGAT....
AMAT SANGAT...
TERLALU SAYANG KAMU...

sungguh...
tiap kali aq berusaha memahamimu...

tapi...
tetap saja aq tak paham...

TOLONG...!!!
BANTU AQ...
BANTU AQ MEMAHAMI MU...

TOLONG...!!!
TRIMA AQ...
TRIMA AQ APA ADANYA...

TOLONG...!!!
BANTU AQ...
BANTU AQ MENGERTI JALAN PIKIRAN DAN SETIAP KEKHAWATIRANMU...

TOLONG...!!!
PERCAYA AQ...
BENAR-BENAR PERCAYA AQ DARI HATI PALING DALAM...

karena...
aq hanya takut...

takut...
kalau-kalau suatu hari nanti...
tanpa kau sadari...
kau mungkin melukai hatiku...
sangat...
amat sangat...
bahkan terlalu dalam...
terlalu dalam dan perih...

aq hanya takut...

takut kalau-kalau hari itu tiba...
aq mungkin akan sulit untuk memaafkan mu...
aq mungkin akan sulit untuk menerima mu...
aq mungkin tidak akan bisa memahami mu lagi...

sungguh...
tak bisakah kita akhiri semua ini???

TUHAN...
tolong aq...
aq lelah TUHAN...


kedalam tangan-MU
ku serahkan hidupku...
ku serahkan hatiku...
ku serahkan nyawaku...